falls out of me, these sockets in my head

I was reading this lovely young lady's blog, and got to thinking about all the daydreaming I do. The whole phenomenon has practically taken over every facet of my life. Constantly thinking about what I could have done, what could have happened, what I could do or say (but never will), random scenerios that never, and could never come to pass. Kind of makes me wonder how content I really am with the way my life has gone, how it's going and where it's going to go.

Even when I'm doing something that requires some sort of mental concentration, such as having a conversation or paperwork or what have you, my mind seems to flicker between what I'm doing, and these random thoughts. I'll replay talks that could've gone differently, and talks that never even happened, wishing they had. This is of course why these short little blog entries sometimes take me half an hour, and why I just now posted in Christy's blog despite being in the middle of this entry. That, and why my entries are always all over the place.

It also makes me wonder how many others have this.. affliction. And whether or not it's a good or bad thing that my mind is so, lively. Well, maybe not lively, but more like a.d.d. ridden. And whether or not one day these things I conjure up in my head will be acted upon and put to the test. Probably not, but it's nice to think about the possible outcomes, isn't it?