I lied in that last post. I have left the city, I've driven to Buffalo a couple of times, and I flew to NYC for a night. But I don't think that really counts.

Flashing lights to say hello
Feigned interest to greet you at the door
I'm sinking in the bottom of a glass
Sinking never felt so good

The moon turns to sun
And you're all that I've got
A blurry sense of comfort
Hanging on to the night at the break of dawn


You're a Saturday night
A disco doll
A shot in the dark
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"Do you have issues?"

"Is that a rhetorical question? Of course I do."

"O..k. What kind of issues?"

"Too many to name. No wait, that's not true. I'm just not sure what they are."

"Should I be scared?"

"No. One of my issues is apathy? Does apathy count as an issue? There should be guidelines on this so I know what constitutes an issue."

"I wish I could help.."

"YOU'RE an issue!"
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I leave in 6 days and I don't even have a suitcase yet.
I bought cologne today for the first time in years.
I'm currently beginning a serious attempt at some semblance of a diet.
Salads and whole wheat bread and all that nonsense.
Diet coke sucks donkey dick, just sayin'.